Life

as i'm getting older, i realized it's hard for me to forgive people..REAL hard!
easily get mad with peoples around..hate peoples for no reason..
being too emotional, sensitive and easily touched with all those-small-thingy.. yes it's TOO!
i'm no longer a happy-go-lucky aida..i'm now letting myself be filled with sadness and rage..
afraid of trying.. afraid of failure in live..yes, called me a coward! :(
i've changed a lots. me no longer me..
back in my childhood days, i'm the one with full of courage, joy and happiness..
i'm afraid of nothing.. i used to try every single things..
Oh how i wish i'm a little kid again..T_T
know nothing about 'problems',,but only filling my every days with playing..playing and playing..
aaaa....grow up la aida! you're 21 okay? 21!
don't be so pessimist, just DON'T...
please..please..be rational be positive..