Future

assalamulaikum.


I think it's not too late to wish everyone (who happen to read this entry) Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin.


Time is ticking freakingly fast..4months holiday is almost coming to its ends.Kinda sad to leave home sweet home, gonna miss my leisure time lying on the sofa while online-ing.:P Eventho my holiday was boring +  away from my friends + living the same routine everyday, but i would say i loveeee my holiday. The longest holiday ever, wondering bila lagi nak cuti lama mcm ni..I want more holidays pleaseeeee..


Seriously im still in the mood of holiday and not yet ready to start new semester as a final year student. I cant believe i survived pharmacy school and now only 1year left to finish my degree. Im pretty sure i will miss everything. How i wish this moment (university life) will remain. hmm. (But i know it definitely wont happen)


Talking about working life after graduation next year(insyaAllah) really makes me worried. Future seems blurry. There are rumors saying that our 1+3 compulsory service will be shorten to 1+1 and after 2years we gonna have another interview to compete for placement in gov hospital. This aint a good news. And even sadder we wont get paid with full salary but only be given an allowance. (i dont how much it will be). Well, according to trusted sources, this new ruling gonna be implemented SO SOON. If it is implemented next year, my batch will definitely be the firsttt batch to experience the new ruling system.Sad :(:(.. Theres another issue regarding "pembekuan pegawai farmasi" which caused huge stir to us. But still, all these issues are unsure. We're waiting for a concrete answer from JPA or Bahagian perhaps?




Now, im trying hard to think positve,positive,positive.. I know I shouldn't depend too much on government (i mean working in gov hosp) and instead i should be looking for other alternatives There are so many paths in pharmacy field which offers great job opportunities. Working in private sector, joining the industry or maybe running own pharmacy? Frankly speaking, im not really interested in any of those. But in case unexpected things happen or the rumors become true (hopefully no,pleaseee), i think i'll continue my study and become a lecturer. T___T  Ini je alternatif laen yg aku rasa plg sesuai dan ade la minat sket2. Tapi sekarangg ni aku malassssssss gilaa nak belajar..Nak muntah rase. So, mcm mane aku nak smbung belaja? -__- Takpe lah.. Im just preparing for the worst and and the same time hoping and praying everything will be just fine.


Okay, habes dh membebel.